Oct 7, 2008 Tears Behind Her Smile

All alone here in the dark
I close my eyes and picture your face
Tonight don't want the darkness keep surrounding me all night
I know you're by my side
You're the only one for me you make my life complete
Never wanted anyone more than you
Cause I want more of you than your time
and I need you by my side

Can't you see me floating above your head
I'm laying back think about everything that we always do
'Coz I'm saying I love you
You're my angel, my angel from heaven

The smile that make me so happy and the stars are blinking
I just want to make a clean breast of
That I'm truly deeply in love with you

Oct 6, 2008 lalala

My new bestfriend.

Ordinary Post

Currently I'm listening to At the Gates and hoping that one of my friend in Spanish class will pass the notes but too bad its such a waste of time. Oh God, help me out tomorrow. *redha* Ghazi and Happ tak balik lagi, Wan tengah tengok movie, Ewan pegi buat exam, Rauf get ready for class. Lapar, around 1 nak gi makan ngan Ash and Wan.

I have problem with my photography assignment which I failed to get a silhouette. It was sunny and I couldn't get a nice silhouette. Wanted to wait in the evening but it was raining pulak so still tak dapat yang cantik. The rest was ok la, takde la lawa mane. Ye la I only used 8 MP compared to the rest of my classmates sume dah macam pro dah camera. Haha its ok, bila ada rezeki nak beli camera baru jugak. InsyaAllah. *tadah tangan*

Now visi and misi aku adalah untuk menyimpan wang atau dengan kata lain saving. Ha.. ini bukan untuk camera tapi untuk masa depan. I wish I could have what I've been wishing for. Eh betul ke? haha tu la dah lama tak belajar grammar. I mean siapa taknak hidup senang nanti kan? Dapatkan kereta idaman, isteri idaman pergh! dah perfect hidup. Ok ok stop dreaming and better work it out! Again, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Dont let exams ruin your raya! Have fun!

Salam;

Oct 5, 2008 Raya lagi

Wanted to upload raya's pictures but most of the pictures turn up buruk so MALAS! The worst part is I dont even have my own picture during raya. Mane tak keje ambik gamba orang je at last gamba sendiri takde. Raya was ok for me, cuma tak dapat spend time lama ngan cousin yang lain, tu pun ade yang takde. Overall ok la.

Just got home and baru unpacked barang sume. Final EXAM is coming! dyamng! Ok ok Spanish ni macam mane? notes takde. Haha at least pass I dont want to waste time repeating this same subject. In fact I already paid the fees so nanti membazir je.

Oh I went to Ayu's just now. Saja raya2 with my family. Orang tua-tua punya topic la macam biasa. hehe finally terubat rindu di hati. (ini benar weyh) Ayu macam biasa makin cantik *gigit bibir* Nia jangan cakap la haha comel sangat. Dah la muka masuk newspaper. Her picture is larger than her parents's. Nia, you're one lucky girl! Oh yeah thanks Aunty for duit raya yang agak melampau nilainya. :D and Uncle nyer baju ala-ala batik color pink cun la! hehe ok this is for my lovely girlfriend. I nak request you pakai baju kurung baru depan I. pls pls sangat teruja! Pictures are not enough, I want it to be in front of my naked eyes! hehe ok ok perut berbunyi. I want to grab something! Selamat Hari Raya! oh btw, ade orang tu tak wish raya mintak maaf sume pun lagi. takpe takpe Im still waiting. :p

Oct 2, 2008 Hope

You're strong girl,
You can face it just fine,
Remember that You always have me,

Get well soon; AMIN.

Oct 1, 2008 P r a y

I want you to be mine, FOREVER.

Salam Ramadhan

First of all I would like to seek for forgiveness for all my mistakes that I've done. 1000 apologise from me. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

As usual, esok raya kat rumah nenek in the morning, in the afternoon pegi rumah mama then baru pegi rumah nenek kat Bangsar. Years after years, raya is just raya for me. Since nenek dah takde, family pun dah pecah, ada yang tak balik la. I wish things didnt happened this way. Sayang sangat. Baru setahun lebih nenek dah takde dah jadi huru hara family ni. Ntah la, for me as long as my family are here I'll be thankful for that. I dont bother dah pasal yang lain-lain. Sume selfish. Bila susah setiap hari call, datang rumah, tanya khabar, nak pinjam ini la itu la. Dah senang lupa diri. Tak ingat pun siapa yang dah tolong sume tu. Life is like a roller coster. There is good and bad. You will go through both whether you like it or not. What matter is how you deal and face it. Whatever it is, we are still family. Benci, hina sekali pun tetap darah daging kita.So yang baik kita amalkan yang buruk kita jauhkan. That's all.

Salam,