a c i p p u t

Tata

2009-08-18T02:26:00.003+08:00

i'm moving on.
ask me for my new URL

acipput@yahoo.com

Hell

2009-08-17T03:28:00.004+08:00

This week was the worst week ever. Serious shit. Didn't finished the work, broke the redpoint, broke up with someone, haven't finished shooting, my hair was like hell, and having trouble to sleep at night. Now, I got eyesbags, and pimples. Pfft. Wish someone could call and said hi. At least.

Well, it wasn't that bad after all. I bought some stuff for myself. Went to Badger and bought a pants, t-shirt and shirt. The next day went to OU and I bought another pants. I still want more sneakers but I haven't got my pay check yet. PTPTN just came it, but I can't use it at all. Those are for my fees but its still not enough.

Ibu called, and she need some money for lawyer. I called ayah and asked for the BSN and lent it to ibu. If not because of ibu paid the lawyer I dont think ayah will put some money in my BSN. I was thinking that I might use the money for get married one day but now I was thinking of more sneakers. :)

I better get to work. It's almost 4 now. Haih. So malas.

Tidak ku sangka

2009-08-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

Wanita ini buat aku tidak tidur malam. Oh!

Awek dalam Blogger Boy
JULIE WOON :)

Berdiri dengan kaki sendiri

2009-08-15T13:34:00.002+08:00

Orang selalu cakap bila kita sakit, orang lain akan jaga kita. Bila kita perlu bantuan mereka ada disekeliling kita. Mungkin keluarga, rakan-rakan ataupun kekasih. Tapi bila mereka tiada, sibuk, ada hal sendiri. Kita bendiri dikaki sendiri. Sakit ditanggung seorang diri. Menangis didalam hati. Orang lain mungkin ada, tanpa sampai bila? Bila kita seorang diri siapa lagi disisi? Hanya sementara? Siapa yang dapat tolong? Cuma Dia.

Hanya kau, dan DIA.

It kills me

2009-08-15T12:26:00.002+08:00

"Kenapa kau datang sekarang?" ,aku
"Aku memang selalu ada" ,malas
"Tolong la berambus!" ,aku
"Halau la aku" ,malas
"Aku kau nak?!" ,aku
"Saja kacau" ,malas
"BABI LA!" , aku

BABI!

Ketagih

2009-08-15T05:17:00.002+08:00

"Boleh tolong ikat rambut I ?"

Sangat sweet dan aku suka. Sangat!

:')

Blogger Boy : Episode 11

Hidup

2009-08-15T04:13:00.002+08:00

Baik mati dari menderita
Baik pergi dari merana
Baik lupa dari mengingati
Baik berhenti sebelum sakit hati

Aku masih waras..

Pelik

2009-08-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

Aku menangis dalam tawa, pelik. Bila celik, masih tak balik-balik.

Holiday

2009-07-27T13:46:00.003+08:00

Next week cuti. Memang perlukan. Second year degree memang dah lain. Submission every week. Packed sangat. Cuti ada plan nak buat short film. Tapi at the same time nak spend time dengan loved ones jugak. :)

Rezeki

2009-06-05T17:15:00.007+08:00

Hello. Just to let you know that I just add a pair of Air Max in my collection. Thank you girlfriend :D

Image by : SOLE WHAT

Holiday

2009-06-03T23:49:00.003+08:00

Yeah, it's holiday. Dying for it. Haven't slept in a normal way for so long. Tak tahu kenapa sem kali ini rabak gila but it was all worth it. Aiming for a dean's list kalau boleh. InsyaAllah. Mana tahu rezeki, boleh mintak reward satu dua benda. Paling cetek pun NIKE AIR MAX Infrared.

Aku bercita-cita besar nak menabung. Dah start sebenarnya, tapi kalau everytime delivery sure aku korek satu dua kupang sampai bila nak penuh? Bukan menabung nak nak beli sneakers, tapi untuk masa depan. Aku bukan macam korang ada saving dari kecik sampai sekarang. Macam mana nak saving kalau nak pakai sendiri pun tak cukup. Bapak aku retired tahun ini. Nak harapkan dia masuk Rm150 setiap bulan memang tak cukup. Faham-faham la duduk kat Cyberjaya ni, benda bukan murah. Makan je dah habis berapa. Tolak top up, burger, dominos, sneakers lagi. Tapi sneakers tu optional la. Orang kata kalau hobi takpa. Sunat la lebih kurang. Tapi aku jarang makan makanan barat ni, itu pun kalau ada buah hati jantung intan permata aku. Mungkin silap aku jugak tak sedar diri, hidup susah tapi nak peragakan barang-barang mahal. Aku start jadi macam ni eversince aku start kerja. Bila dah ada duit sendiri time tu baru kamu semua rasa betapa susahnya nak cari sesuap rezeki. Time tu apa aku nak aku rembat. Nawaitu aku tulis ni bukan nak mintak simpati siapa-siapa cuma nak ingatkan diri sendiri jugak.

Setelah kian lama aku tak shopping, aku baru je angkut NIKE VANDAL dan cap NEW ERA SUPREME. Ohh, rambut aku jugak dah tobek kiri dan kanan. (mohawk kaw-kaw duw).

p/s: rindu kekasih

Selamat Hari Ibu

2009-05-10T05:30:00.003+08:00

Aku dah 3 bulan tak balik rumah. Nak kata tak rindu itu memang dusta la. Bukan taknak balik rumah tapi taknak menyusahkan ibu. Duit tiap-tiap bulan masuk, bila perlu je mintak. Tapi bila senang call pun susah. Maaf. Aku patut bersyukur, terima kasih dan terhutang budi kepada ibu. Aku masih beruntung mempunyai tempat untuk bergantung. Bayangkan anak yatim yang tidak mempuyai tempat untuk mengadu kasih? Hanya Tuhan je yang tahu isi hati mereka. Aku pasti mereka lebih kuat berbanding kita semua.

Selamat Hari Ibu, Norliza Bt Jalil.

Aku dah agak dah

2009-04-08T07:24:00.002+08:00

Apahal tiga hari berturut-turut mimpi kene kejar dengan binatang ni? Hari ni dengan buaya pulak. Nak kata tak basuh kaki, mandi wajib sume pun dah. Pelik la. Mungkin posisi bilik aku yang telah ditukar memberikan impak kepada mimpi aku. Ish, ngeri sial! Hari ni mimpi aku hitam putih. Pelik la. Dem it! Koq!

Tapi kalau aku fikir disebalik mimpi aku ni mungkin ada baiknya. Duit gaji dah dapat mungkin kasut Lacoste tidak lama lagi aku menjadi milik aku.

Harimau: Onitsuka Tiger
Ular: Ed Hardy
Buaya: Lacoste

No wonder la! Koq!

Ular daun kot

2009-04-07T16:24:00.002+08:00

Shit! This is bad. I dreamt a green snake were chasing me and trust me, the snake was really fast. One thing for sure, my dream is in color. I woke up this morning and I google anything related about this dream. Most of them said, it was not good. Well, I don't know. It just that lately I experienced few weird dreams. Hopefully it means nothing.

InsyaAllah.

Mimpi Ngeri

2009-04-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

Orang tua-tua dulu selalu pesan jagan tidur time Maghrib. Kan dah kene. Aku mimpi aku kene kejar dengan pumbunuh bersiri. Aku dapat lepas dari dia. Tapi tak lama selepas tu, kene kejer dengan harimau. Aku tak nampak dia tapi aku dengar dia kejar aku. Makin lama makin dekat. Habis horror dah mimpi aku. Sekarang perut aku dah lapar. Tadi lunch pekene burger 2 keping je, mane tahan. Weekends aku suck gila babi punya la.

So Here We Are - Bloc Party

no issues

2009-04-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

Boring boring boring. Why can't they build a super cool shopping mall in Cyberjaya? Damn, I'm bored. Ghazi probably is having fun in Bandung, Wan must be rocking in Penang and I'm pretty sure Happ is having a great time with Fanna while I'm stuck here doing nothing. Kalau video MPM dah upload boleh jugak la layan editing. Fish cake btul la. I'm tired of movie marathon-ing. Fine, I'll take nap. Adios!

Footwear

2009-03-08T02:42:00.011+08:00

I know I'm broke, but I'll get these. One day.

Ultimate Rasta
I know, I posted it before but I'm dying for it.

Nike Air Max 1 Premium - Snowcone

Asics Gel Gt Quick
Marc Jacobs X Vans

Fred Perry (Laurel Collection)
Adidas LA Trainer
Adidas Oddity

Yeah I know but at least I'm happy with it. I'll post up more.

Pelik

2009-02-08T22:31:00.006+08:00

Aku kalau kat Cyberjaya ni jarang sekali dapat peluang nak tengok berita. Semalam ada satu berita aku tengok sampai aku sendiri tak percaya. Kes ada keling paria ni nak saman Sultan Perak. Nak mampus dah ke apa? Kalau nak ikutkan zaman atuk nenek aku keling tu dah boleh kene sula atau paling ringan pun buang negeri. Kau tu dah la menumpang kat Malaysia. Babi punya Karpal Singh. Kes ni adalah yang pertama jadi kat Malaysia. Titah Sultan dieorang berani langgar apa lagi suara rakyat biasa? Silap-silap lepas ni gaduh besar Melayu dengan India.

Inilah silap, orang bagi betis dia nak peha. Yang pelik Anuar Ibrahim berpihak pada Karpal Singh. Apa ni? Orang Melayu nak menjatuhkan sesama Melayu? Dulu dah kecoh kes khalwat dia sekarang kecoh kes ni pulak. Lepas ni apa lagi? Satu lagi cerita nak kasi korang panas bekas menteri besar , Mohammad Nizar ni pulak taknak letak jawatan dan masih menggangap dia masih lagi menteri besar. Sultan sendiri bagi perintah untuk dia digugurkan, tapi dia berani langgar. Nak kata keling dia ni orang Islam. Korang ada mata, korang ada telinga korang pikir la sendiri. *macam nabil pulak.

Aku bukannya layan sangat politik ni tapi nanti kesan dia kat anak-anak muda macam kita jugak. Orang kat sana berperang mempertahankan negara Islam kat sini sesama umat nak menjatuhkan dan memalukan kaum sendiri. Kuasa orang Melayu dah dipertikaikan lepas ni apa lagi?

2009-02-07T15:00:00.003+08:00

I'll be away for few days. Tonight my family is having a doa selamat. So I'll be seeing my friends at TTDI. This morning Mr. Tan came over to check on our fridge. He messed up my dapur. Bajir habis. He said after one hour, the fridge is ready to use. So tadi total Rm 285. It's ok housemate, I got it. ;) It was my fault after all. Haha.

Haziq and Ewan went to Low Yat. Haih, lepas ni for sure ada orang nak show off computer dia ni. Haha. I'll be upgrading my computer soon. Just wait and see. Haha but I don't think I can beat Ghazi's monitor. Fcuking huge.
So tonight, I'll crash at my grandma's and tmr my mom will pick me up and I need to sign some documents at Topshop. Otherwise I'll be getting my paycheck another next 2 months. Damn you.

Ok, I'm off to Putra Sentral. Helmi hantar. So sweet of you MHZ. :') aww
piss off!

2009-02-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

What should I do tmr? Find a song for MPM? Movie marathon? Swimming? Exploring software? I wish I could do something better. Something fun. Next week I'll be dead man walking. Trust me. It's not fun at all. Hurm. Boring boring boring.

Oh, I want all these;

*malas nak letak gambar

1.) New processor. i7 if could.
2.) 24 inch monitor or bigger than that.
3.) Super power camera. (D90 or E-3)
4.) New wallet. Paul Smith will do. aww
5.) Shoes. Again? This time I'm getting Lacoste pulak.
6.) Tilam yang selesa. Haih bestnya.
7.) New computer table. IKEA ada
8.) Almari IKEA pls. Almari lama dah senget
9.) Western food. Mengidam lama sangat. :'(
10.) Teman hidup. Wajib!

get a life man

2009-02-05T18:55:00.003+08:00

Yes, I'm very into music and I used to make music. But seriously. Like serious shit. I never been to any concert. I mean like big fcuking concert.

Incubus came to Malaysia twice, I didn't go
Hoobastank's concert in Malaysia, I didn't go
Muse did came to Malaysia, I didn't go,
Soilwok finally came to Malaysia I still didn't go

Now, Jason Mraz is coming. Coldplay might be playing for Sunburst this year
and Rihanna is coming as well. I thought of taking someone to Rihanna's concert but I only can afford the cheapest ticket. The seat sucks so better she get it by herself. Damn, I'm such a loser.

Damn you!

2009-02-05T16:24:00.003+08:00

"Hello, is this Acip"
"Yes, Acip speaking"
"Ni Denver la"
"Oh, Denver. What's up?"
"Your appointment letter dah sampai. Kene sign dulu baru dapat gaji you"

*Babi! Gua dah la desperate nak duit ni. Low yat dah memanggil suruh beli processor baru*

"Lar, ye ke? Maybe weekends ni la I datang"
"Ok, see you"

Nak ikutkan gua nak suruh je dieorg pos kat Cyber ni. Hampeh.

bang bang

2009-02-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

Ini adalah persidangan akhbar. Harap maklum

Untuk menjelaskan perkara sebenar dan bagi mengelakkan khabar angin dengan ini saya mengaku bahawa gambar saya tertera di dalam majalah SEVENTEEN. Aku bukan minat sangat pun dalam dunia peragaan ni. Tapi sekali sekali menarik jugak. Mane tahu boleh jadi model seluar dalam untuk Calvin Klien ke? Nak jadi model runaway tak cukup ketinggian orang kata. Nak buat macam mane kuasa Tuhan kan? Tak pun model makanan segera yahudi ke.

*dah boleh kene bunuh dah aku ni.

sedikit sebanyak kisah aku

2009-02-03T19:54:00.005+08:00

Sem tiga telah bermula secara rasminya dan kemungkinan besar sem ni aku akan kekurangan tidur yang mendadak. Tapi aku agak terangsang dengan mata pelajaran yang baru sebaik sebanyak dapat menambahkan ilmu didada aku. Doa ibu bapa amat diperlukan.

Cuti yang lepas aku bertapa di Topshop Mid Valley selama 19 hari. Banyak yang aku tempuhi selama berada disana. Bangun pada 5.45 pagi untuk persediaan awal. Dari Rawang ke Mid Valley aku menggunakan perkhidmatan pengangkutan awam atau nama sebenar KTM. Dengan menggunakan kuasa Touch 'N Go aku redah palang masuk dengan selamba tanpa perlu beratur sepanjang 4 meter. Hari pertama aku telah didatangi ujian yang pertama iaitu KAUM HAWA. Pelbagai kaum, rupa, bentuk, size dan warna aku jumpa. Waktu itu kuasa jihad aku melebihi tahap kuasa dewa dah. Selepas beberapa hari semua tu aku telan tawan. Ujian seterusnya adalah kuasa hawa dingin. Suhu disana tidak ubah seperti di UK. Nasib aku dilahirkan disana. Orang kata it is in my blood. Pengembaraan aku belum tamat disana. Ujian yang telah membuatkan aku lemah adalah berdiri. Bukan 2-3 jam tapi 8 jam berdiri tanpa duduk. Orang ingat aku ni anak buah David Blaine, cepat-cepat aku nafikan unuk mengelakkan kontroversi. Belum cukup dengan itu, ujian yang aku masih belum dapat atasi adalah bau kaki dan bau badan. Tak sangka kaum Hawa sebusuk kaum Adam. Nasib aku ni ada resdung kurang sikit reseptor bau aku. Kalau tak mau tahi hidung sebesar ibu jari. Berapa gaji aku terpaksa dirahsiakan untuk mengelakkan kes ragut.

Takde benda yang baru dalam hidup aku ni cuma koleksi kasut aku bertambah. Kini jumlahnya adalah 9 pasang. Mengikut visi dan misi aku selagi mampu aku nak kumpul kasut banyak-banyak. Oh, satu lagi. Bagi sesiapa yang sukakkan cabaran, cubalah sukan lasak luncur air atau lebih sedap dipanggil SURF. Aku dah taubat nak try lagi. Salam.

Empty

2009-01-03T22:05:00.002+08:00

Today doesn't seem alright to me. I feel weird. Slept at 6.30, woke at 4 something. Damn, it is weird. It was cloudy and started raining at 7. It's so empty. Nobody at home except me and Ewan. Hurm I think I need some entertainment.

ungkapan di pagi hari

2009-01-03T04:02:00.003+08:00

Sejak kebelakangan ni, aku banyak membaca. Bukan membaca buku atau warta harian, cuma blog orang yang banyak isi hatinya. Ada yang indah, ada yang benci tapi siapa tahu samada benar atau sebaliknya. Penulis-penulis itu bukan dari lingkaran aku, aku lihat, aku cuba, dan aku baca. Berbahasa Malaysia, penuh dengan sastera dan ia membuatkan bahannya indah untuk dibaca. Perkahwinan dan perpisah. Mungkin masih jauh bagi kita untuk memikirkannya tapi tidak salah kalau jadikannya sebagai panduan, pengajaran dan pengetahun untuk masa kelak.

Perkahwinan dan perpisahan sudah senonim dan sebati. Itulah hidup. Ada selok-beloknya, cuma perlu ada iman dihati sebagai pemandu ke destinasi. katanya, perkahwinan itu satu destinasi dimana suatu hari nanti akan menjadi realiti. Cuma bila, siapa, di mana bukan kuasa kita yang tentukan. Manusia kini bukan semuanya berhati, ada yang berhati tetapi dalamnya kosong. Punya jasad tapi tiada jiwa. Terbawa-bawa dengan dunia kasar ini. Apa yang kita mahu sebagi teman hidup? Yang punya harta, rupa atau cinta? Dulu mungkin rupa paras yang dipandang tinggi tapi dunia sekarang itu semua tidak menjanjikan kebahagiaan. Harta? Kalau kita lihat pasangan yang jauh usianya. Orang kata cinta tidak kenal usia. Persetankan semua itu. Benar kalau aku katakan dia punya harta? Kini wang ringgit mampu beli satu dunia. Tapi ingat, dunia hanya sementara. Rupa akan dimakan hari, wang ringgit dikikis manusia tapi hati hingga ke mati. Jadi apa yang kau mahu?

Aku terdiri dari kalangan kamu yang juga tidak mampu melihat masa depan. Aku cuma coret apa yang kulihat dengan mata kasarku ini. Jadi kita sendiri yang pilih jalan kita. Masih jauh? Mungkin.

p/s: mungkin aku terikut dengan cara penyampaiannya. Maaf salah tatabahasa hukum bahasa.

VFX here I come

2008-12-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

Storyboard for final motion graphic.

Final assignment for Multimedia Authoring.

Looking forward to learn VFX. ;')

Hello 2009 and bye-bye to 2008

2008-12-31T21:40:00.003+08:00

Selamat ber-awal muharam dan selamat tahun baru. For those who celebrating new year dont get wasted eh? Supposed assignments and everything should be done by today, but since hormone dalam badan Mdm Ling yang tengah pregnant kiteorg kene re-submit on Monday. Well, it's ok at least we can be improve.

Haziq with Nora, Happ with Fanna, Ghazi with Lily, Ewan M.I.A, Wan went to Kajang a.k.a hardcore town and I'm at home sitting in front of my super lembap pc watching movie. Today's plan movie marathon lagi. I found very interesting dvd from Ewan. =)

It's just new year not a big deal. So I shouldnt be so sad staying alone kan? So enjoy everyone. Have blast new year! Peace out!

Chilling

2008-12-26T20:55:00.005+08:00

What am I gonna do today? Hurm let me see, listen to Richard Cheese and movie marathon. What about assignments? Not in the mood for now. Maybe tmr. It have to be tmr or else I'll be dead. Can I have these
?

Tell me why cant I have this?

Look at the color man.

I like the buckle.

Oh my, this is gorgeous!

Ip Man

2008-12-25T20:06:00.002+08:00

I was boring staying at home so I thought of watching movie. So pinjam kereta Happ then went to Alamanda. Yes, I was alone. Quite crowded in Alamanda and that is what pissed me off. At first, I was thinking of watching Ip Man but since the movie started at 5 pm so I watched The Spirit. Seriously! Read my lips! SERIOUSLY! It was boring. Nak mampos nyer boring! After one hour watching The Spirit I went out and I decided to watch Ip Man. What a great idea. For me The Spirit was boring la I'm not sure about you guys. Ip Man really made my day. Haha Great moves and action. Ada jugak la pasal penjajah semua so bagus la cerita ni. Ip Man is just like a Tok Janggut tu semua la and Ip Man was a Bruce Lee's master. Based on true story weyh. Ok then I'm gonna take a shower. Peace out!

Yang tua tu la Ip Man.

Alhamdulillah =)

2008-12-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

What made my day?

2008-12-21T20:24:00.004+08:00

It was a very tiring day but it was all worth it. Woke up this morning at 6.30. Took a shower, subuh sat then siap sedia memakai pakaiaan seragam KOPICAT CAFE (sedap oo datang la). Yeza, now I'm working as a part-timer at KopiCat Cafe. Weekends je la, nak everyday mati la. FA kot *kata orang ramai.

Got home at Ayu's at 12, ambik keje motion graphic then terus mandi. I went to Alamanda with Ayu, Nia, Kak Tini and aunty. Ayu dengan aunty buat rambut while me and Kak Tini anak beranak jalan-jalan.

The most beautiful, gorgeous, stunning and pretty girl today goes to Ayu. She wore this purple maxi dress look perfect on her. Rambut baru lagi. Pergh! =p *gigit jari and the most adorable baby today goes to Nia! Naughty, active, manja and sangat bising. No wonder semua orang keres dengan dia. (keres=kira cam suka gila-gila la)

Had my lunch at noodle ape ntah tadi lupa pulak. It was spicy but sedap. I ordered thai style la tapi. Ok ok I need a rest for awhile and then need to work on my motion graphic since I have presentation. Btw, siapa terror masking ajar aku. Aku lupa weyh! Adios!

Oh, these are the pictures. Enjoy ;)

can i just let it blank?

2008-12-15T12:09:00.003+08:00

I never thought I could have this blog. It was started as saje-saje-bosan-bosan and now end up I put up some trash about my life in here. I don't want to be a best writer, in fact I'm not so sure if I ever love to write. Since these 2 years, I've gone through a lot of things. Up and down, good and bad, bitter and sweet. Bla bla bla. I guess, I know what does growing up really mean. If we make mistakes, that means we are still learning. So no worries. We are still young and the journey won’t stop here. You can plan but the plan will always turn up to be unplanned plan. (apa aku merapu ni?)

Those people who came into my life and still believe in me, THANK YOU and only Allah can repay your kindness. Family, friends and girlfriend. I love you. =')

yours truly;

Nafsu

2008-12-13T04:17:00.002+08:00

Cantik kan? Tunggu la. InsyaAllah.

Monolog

2008-12-13T04:07:00.003+08:00

Sekarang pukul 4 pagi. Kenapa aku masih segar dan masih boleh menaip lagi? Cukup tidur ke semalam? Tak kan? Esok kau kerjakan? Kerja. Dah tu asal tak tidur lagi?

Hati tak tenteram. Pergi solat Jumaat tak tadi? Pergi. Asal dengan aku ni? Main dengan perasaan sendiri atau realiti? Selama ini aku buta atau aku buat-buat tak tahu? Susah la nak cakap. Sampai bila ni? Entah la. Kalau la aku macam tu tentu tak macam ni. Ish! Apa ni? Tak masuk akal la! Mengucap weyh. Semua benda jadi ada sebab.

Sayang tak? Sangat. Pastu? Cakap la. Nanti.

Nia Karlysa

2008-11-28T00:05:00.002+08:00

Penat

2008-11-27T17:37:00.010+08:00

I just woke. Last night was hectic! I slept at 6 something and woke up at 9.20 and Ayu was like B!! Macam biasa dia mengamuk la. Took a shower and get dressed while listened to Cat's "beatbox" gahaha. So we're late for the consultation. Reached MMU around 10.15 and straight went to hb3. Hap, Wan, Fara were there already. Again I skipped Malaysian Studies. Haih. Ghazi wasnt there, I called him.

"Mane?"
"Dalam bilik"

After few mins Ghazi sampai dengan rambut ala-ala otai cina. We consulted and everyone went home. I teman Ayu to Pos Office then she sent me home. I bought lunch at Qoyum's and makan sambil tengok Pathlogy. Style kan?
Ok piss off!

Perubahan

2008-11-25T00:21:00.003+08:00

Kenapa semua orang dah banyak berubah?
Sekelip mata je dah berubah.

Buyo dah kurus? Serious tak tipu
Agak terkejut tapi tak mustahil.

Man cakap dia makan sehari sekali.
Ghazi cakap dia nak kahwin.

Tapi aku perasan. semua orang nak kahwin mesti kurus.
Bagus la, hidup sihat otak pun cergas.
Nak bergerak pun takda la malas-malas.

Wan kau bila?

Pandangan

2008-11-25T00:08:00.003+08:00

Ada orang semua benda dia nak dia dapat,
tapi benda yang dia perlu dia tak dapat.
mungkin dia tidak sedar apa yang dia perlukan,

Itu la hidup. Tuhan maha adil.
Semua orang akan hadapi susah senang dalam hidup.
Kalau hidup orang tu senang je sampai ke kiamat
mungkin dia tidak belajar apa-apa di dunia ni.

Itu dari pandangan aku. Orang lain mungkin berbeza.
Ada jugak yang ditimpa malang bertubi-tubi
Bak kat pepatah "Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga"

Macam yang aku lalui sekarang,
exam failed, supp pun failed.
Tapi takpe, itu mungkin hikmah.
Selama berada di alam universiti ni
aku tak pernah rasa kegagalan.
Kini aku rasa, walaupun perit itu bukan
alasan untuk bersikap malas.

Kalau nak ikutkan, semua benda kat dalam dunia ni susah
mana ada benda senang. Cuma usaha je yang membezakan .
Usaha lebih, mesti cemerlang.

Aku tak mintak banyak. Cuma bahagia didunia dan di akhirat kelak.

Saturday the 13th

2008-11-22T10:26:00.002+08:00

Its been a long journey but yet I've learnt so many things through it. Im glad. :D

enough said;

eh

2008-11-14T20:00:00.007+08:00

Second sem is going to be super busy and packed. Its only 8 weeks, can you imagine that? Well, last sem I didn't performed the best so I want to make it up. This sem kasi all out! :D

I had a great weekends with Ayu. We went to Xpax thingy, bought her a necklace, had our dinner at Mcd, took pictures together, and bla bla bla. haha She has changed! A lot! and I really appreciate it. She annoyed me but at the same time she put a smile on my face. I can't get mad with her. I tried too but she is too adorable :')

Currently I'm very happy with my life. Couldnt ask more but Alhamdulillah. Till then. Tata

mood: rindu ibu

Wondering

2008-11-08T08:57:00.003+08:00

Are you in love or you just in a relatioship?
You tell me

ish

2008-11-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

Kadang-kadang,
Yelah, manusia kan berubah-ubah
Kejap itu kejup ini
Dulu lain sekarang lain
Lepas itu, ini

Entah la

mood: pelik

I will

2008-11-07T00:39:00.004+08:00

It ain't easy. I must say it but life must go on right? Thank God I have "those" people around me that give me strength to face all the difficulties. I want to be better than I am today. I want to be somebody someday. The journey wont be that easy, but I'm sure one day I'd be brave enough to go through it and I will.

2008-11-05T18:37:00.005+08:00

Supp kene bayar? Damn you SPANISH! arghh!
*pissed off!

Thank You

2008-11-05T10:29:00.003+08:00

"I just belikan you seluar je tau b"
"Dah tu je yang mintak"

That was just a gimmick! Haha She bought me t-shirts, sweater, jacket, pants, and boxer. gosh how lucky I am? I wasn't expected that much. Those stuff were awesome, every single thing that she bought for me. =D ahh I dont know what else to say but thank you so much. I can't afford to buy you that much, what I can give to you is my heart. You're the greatest! I love you!

oh!

2008-11-02T23:46:00.003+08:00

After five days finally she is coming back tomorrow. Can't wait to see her. She might be arrive here around 4.30 pm. I'm sure she has spent all her cash there. haha. I'm going back to Cyber tomorrow. Need to settle rent and bills. To my housemate yang dah bayar thank you for your cooperation. Really appreciate it. I already packed some of my stuff yang nak hantar balik Cyber. My house must be a mess!

Well, nothing much that I did today. Woke up and switched on the tv. Had Baskin Robbin. *Cookies and cream, Gold Medal Ribbon, World Class Ice Cream to be exact* I was hungry so I cooked fried rice with sotong. Terbaik!
My mom didnt cook for dinner so we had our meals at usual place. Kat sebelah Petronas.

Oh, semalam ada buat duduk kampung kat rumah nenek aku. For those yang sangat la bandar duduk kampung hanya la berlaku di kampung. Ia merupakan berbincangan dikalangan orang kampung untuk membahagikan kerja. My cousin is getting married and we need help. So itu la guna nya hidup di kampung ni. Berat sama dipikul ringan sama dijinjing.

Satu situasi antara aku dan bonda:

aku: "susah-susah je pasang khemah. Nanti nak kemas lagi leceh la. Kalau abang nak kahwin kat dewan je. Siap ada air-cond lagi"
ibu: "kalau ada duit tak payah banyak cerita"
aku: "Abang Hery kata around 6k je"
ibu: "Itu sekarang, tengok la time ko nanti berapa dia mark up"

Coretan

2008-11-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

Bila rindu, ingin mendengar suara merdu
Bila jauh, badan mula berpeluh
Bila sayang, wajah mu terbayang-bayang
Bila berpegang tangan, itu hanyalah harapan
Bila cium dipipi, itu hanyalah mimpi
Bila cinta, semua cerita bagaikan permata
Bila hati terluka, apa yang tinggal hanyalah duka
Bila sakit, hati yang menanggung perit
Bila susah, barulah ingat berdoa pada yang MAHA ESA
Bila tiada apa di dunia, baru kita ingat pada DIA

mestiNYER

2008-11-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

Mesti dia tengah jalan-jalan cari baju
Mesti dia tengah fikir nak beli ke tak baju ni
Mesti dia tengah try baju-baju yang dia rase dia nak beli
Mesti dia beli lebih dari 10 helai
Mesti dia habis at least 1 juta rupiah hanya untuk baju
Mesti baju dia cantik-cantik and sexy
Mesti dia ada beli handbag jugak
Mesti dia masuk berpuluh-puluh kedai baju
Mesti dia happy dengan baju dia beli semua
Mesti dia rasa nak beli semua baju kat situ
Mesti dia keliru mane satu nak pilih
Mesti punya lah

Bakso!

2008-10-29T17:19:00.005+08:00

Im at Ayu's right now. Slept over here for 2 days before she leave for Bandung. I guess I'll accompany her to the airport tomorrow. We thought of going out for a date but she's having a period pain.*shian dia* It's been 2 days already hope she will get better soon. Nia also doesnt feeling well. Might be affected by her dad (Cat just in case korang tak tawu) Everybody got worried. Kak Tini went home during lunch hour and took Nia to clinic. Well, there are 2 boxes of KOOL FEVER I hope its enough for Nia to get better.

Have a safe journey to Bandung and have fun!I'll be missing you! Take care,

XoXo *haha

Nak ni!

2008-10-26T23:48:00.001+08:00

Before you leave I want to spend the whole day with you just like this?
Please :'(

......

2008-10-26T23:20:00.004+08:00

Rindu......masih?

waklu dangerous!

2008-10-24T17:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Mid Valley alone. Ayu asked me to get her an eyeliner at MAC. So I went there and asked them for this liquid eyeliner. I paid and podah (blah). Since it was still early I was thinking to watch Bangkok Dangerous at 12pm. Well, honestly I was dispointed with the movie. Come on man! It was Nicolas Cage! Have you seen Con Air? Face Off? His movies were superb but not this one. BANGKOK DANGEROUS! Obviously it wasn't that dangerous as I expected. Seriously. Baik aku tengok High School Musical. Haha

Then I went to Topman and met Adly and Boy. They used to work in OU but have been transfered to Mid Valley. Oh yeah its sale now so go spend your money! I bought a t shirt which cost me rm49. Geram tengok leather jacket dieorg so baik blah. I was starving and wondered around looking for a place to eat. End up I had my lunch *pukul 3 at Chicken Rice Shop...and more! haha Makan je tak order air. Saving sikit.

My mom called and she asked me to wait at the KL Sentral around 4. Mid Valley boring then I looked for the KTM station. Lupa kat mane tadi keluar so I asked one of the customer service.

"Bang, KTM kat mane eh? "
"Adik masuk kiri then naik satu level" *Lembut rupanya patut la tindik belah kanan

I reached Kl Sentral at 3. Bapak awal! Jalan-jalan masuk kedai buku. Yada yada and I get bored. Went to 7-eleven and bought a drink. Yang peliknya susah nak cari kerusi kat KL sentral. Lastly jumpa kerusi kat tempat menunggu KLIA Express. Grabed my earphone and hit it to the max. Layan la lagu dalam handphone sampai lebam. I sat there almost an hour. Tak boleh jadi ni so I called my mom.

"Ibu kat mane ni? " *agak marah
"Baru lepas jumpa doktor, tunggu la kejup"
"OK" *hampa

I decided to wait in front of the Meridian Hotel. While waiting for my mom, I saw a lots of expensive cars. You name it! BMW, Mercedes Benz, Porshe, Jaguar, Mini Cooper and ada SUV ni lupa apa nama dia. Dalam hati tertanya apa la kerja dierg sampai mampu pakai kereta ni semua. Orang selalu cakap business comfirm boleh kaya. Haih, kalau dapat menang peraduan Mini Cooper satu pun jadi la. oh teka la what time my mom picked me up? 5.15 pm! Awal kan rakan-rakan? Sampai je baru nak masuk kereta ibu keluar.

"Abang toilet kat mane?! " * rushing

Chili's baby!

2008-10-21T22:16:00.007+08:00

Today went out with Ayu to OU. (rhyme lak) *she wore this beautiful dress sumpah turn on k* Ehem-ehem, saya first time officially makan kat Chili's. =D As usual la siapa lagi kalau girlfriend yang belanja. *thank you B* She had a triple play and I had like chicken grill with mashed potatoes and corn. Sumpah kenyang k. Thank God Azni drops by since she had some modeling stuff to do at OU as well. Famous dah Azni sekarang! haha so semua food dia yang habiskan at least takde la membazir.

Then wanted to watch a movie but Ayu didn't feeling well and I had to find deepavali card for my mom so we went to Memory Land. I forgot that my brother asked me to get a sejarah exercise book for PMR then pergi la MPH kejup. Ayu bought SEVENTEEN's magazine and a colorful book for Nia. The book was so adorable. From there I knew that she can be a good mother. *honest compliment* At last we didnt get anything for my brother. Awal lagi nak balik so I decided to get a plain white shirt. Pegi la Topman and I bought the shirt.

"B, ok tak? "
" OK " , laju je dia cakap ok

Sebelum balik Bangi singgah TTDI kejup cari bookshop sebab tak dapat lagi buku untuk adik aku sorang ni.

"Kring kring"
"Apiq, apa nama buku ko nak tu? "
"Oxford Fajar"

Nama nak hebat je. End up aku beli buku brand ape ntah. Haha but I left it in Ayu's car. Mane la dia tak memekak. Aku ni careless bila nak cepat. Sorry B :'( We arrived Bangi at 3 something. So main dengan Nia kejup sambil tengok persidangan akhbar Mawi nak kahwin. Haha orang kaya boleh la. Pukul 4 baru keluar rumah and straight away fetched my mom.

Otw balik Rawang it was rainning heavily like hell. I can't see a thing. Nampak kabur je. Memang bawak slow gila la. Alhamdulillah sampai rumah dengan selamat and I cooked for dinner. Bravo acip! haha

K la nak habis kan Gears of War. Ghazi dah bagi tips dah. Haha. Chalo betey

a year passed by

2008-10-20T15:44:00.009+08:00

On this very precious day
I have found a reason to say
You've touched my life
And made it better in every way
From Allah I always pray
Hoping for you in my life to stay
And on you, Bless He may
On this very special day
I may not get to see you as often as I like or I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But I just know deep in my heart, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.

Happy Supposed To Be One Year Anniversary =')

Sepi

2008-10-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching Sepi. I must say it was a great masterpiece by Kabir Bhatia. I'm impressed :)
I learnt something from the movie. Its LOYALTY. This is the key for happiness. It goes till the end of the day.

Kita boleh bercinta
Kita boleh bersedih
Kita boleh bergembira
Kita boleh menangis

Kita boleh merancang
Kita boleh memilih
Kita boleh melihat
Kita boleh mendengar
Kita boleh merasa
Kita boleh berkata
tapi......

DIA di atas yang menentukan.

Unsangkarable

2008-10-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

Now I’m at cyberia packing all my stuff. My mom is picking me up tmr. Well, I've been spending my time this whole week with my girlfriend. How was it feel? I’m not sure which words describe it the best but it was AMAZING. I can’t lie. :'D Buka mata nampak dia, tutup mata nampak dia. It seems like I've been watching her each and every second. I didn’t blink! haha itu tipu la of course I blinked. :p Before she sent me home we went to OU to catch a movie called The Bunny House. It was funny and she did enjoy it. In fact we had our lunch at teppanyaki. So I guess I did complete her day kan b? hehe Oh yeah selama ni dia mengidam waffle pun dapat. I hope you had a blast sweetheart :)

So before balik ni as usual la collect movie banyak-banyak. For now I have 5 episodes of Heroes season 3 and Sepi. I bet it is still not enough. Ntah asal game Gears of War pulak buat hal. After few mins main computer tiba-tiba shut down. Dulu main ok je ntah apahal lak tiba-tiba ni. Whatever it is kene fix jugak or not I will spend my holiday at home like a prison. Tadi mak Ayu called. She asked me whether I’m interested to take part in Putrajaya Photography Competition. For student rm 10 je registration. Rase macam nak join but faham-faham je la bila kat rumah tu. Nak guna kereta pun susah. Macam mane la nak pegi ambik gamba. For those who interested go visit this website.

What can I do during this holiday?

taking pictures
dating
explore After Effects
keje?
lepak

Sounds great tak? Loser siot! I need money. Like dying for money! Nak keje but where can I work for only 3 weeks of holiday? I want to spend time with my loved ones as well. Hurm, *pikir* apa-apa pun I need to figure out something, buat la apa-apa yang patut.

Btw, I had a wonderful time with my girlfriend. Nanti cuti susah nak jumpa. Lagi pun she is leaving in 2 weeks time for Bandung. 5 days je but still. I’m gonna miss her so bad. Thank you b and your family. Only God can repay your kindness. * I really mean it* ok ok perut dah lapar. Nak makan apa ni?

non-exam

2008-10-14T10:50:00.000+08:00

Nothing to be proud of but yeah I just finished my exam! Haha and you know what is that means! MERDEKA! *for few weeks je. I got to admit that scripting was superduper hard. For now, Im hoping at least pass. I already tried my best and let HIM decide it. *Redha

Around 1 nak pegi raya rumah fara. RED CARPET please! ahah and sorry I raya tahun ni tak pakai baju melayu. Western skit. hehe. For those who still have paper, goodluck and have a blast raya, holiday! Adios!

A jacket and a t-shirt

2008-10-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

Ehem ehem *bangga

Tengah nak save duit ni ada orang baik hati nak belanja,
Alhamdulillah, rezeki jangan ditolak :)

Thank you sweetheart! So sweet so calm, :)

she (pinkgincu babe)bought it from here. Take a look.

http://kocekclothing.blogspot.com/

Blank

2008-10-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

In this world we can't satisfy everybody,
Sometimes we can't even satisfy our own self,
So don't bother about others,
Do anything that makes you happy,
and live life to the max.

:)

Gorgeous!

2008-10-10T18:05:00.000+08:00

I don't have to spill it out. Just look at how I stare at you :) *melting

there you go che mad!

2008-10-10T05:02:00.000+08:00

It was a tiring day! . Like hell! I finished exam at 10-ish. It was still early but we (Ghazi, Happ, Wan, Helmi) were hungry so we went to terminal. After had our lunch we bought things for photography's assignment at Master Art. We took quite awhile to get everything that we need because it was packed since everybody were rushing. Just like us. Ceyh!

After that, we all went to Bangi to make frames. Helmi asked me to drive his car. Well Honda Jazz, sape taknak? hehe Arrived Bangi around 2 kot. We were looking for kedai kaca and aluminium.

"Ha! cip kedai ni ha!; Ghazi

Ghazi agak confident semasa memberi statement tu. Haha and then guess what?

"Huh? Potong kasi bikin frame huh? Tak buat sini maa" ; Tokey Kedai

Ni sure dah salah kedai ni. Haha then I remember there was one time ni I came across kedai kaca and aluminium lagi satu. Then we walked to other block. Baru jumpe. This Time Ghazi lebih confident.

"HA! NI BARU BETUL!" ; Ghazi

Sampai je, ade brother cina ni tengah tido. Then ada brother lagi sorang yang ketinggian dia agak terbantut datang.

"Ha boss apa mau?"
" Nak buat frame" *sambil pegang mouting board sebanyak 28 keping ; Ghazi
" Tak bole buat ooo sini"
" Tapi dulu pernah buat kat sini"
"Ooo itu dulu sekarang tak bole. Nanti pisau tumpul you punya mounting board manyak tebal. Pisau mahal maa mau tukar"
".........................................................." *sume blur campur sakit hati

Then Helmi suggested that we go to Cheras. Then rush la pegi sana. It was rainning heavily pulak tu plus jammed lagi. Around 5 baru bole gi ambik frame.While waiting for that, we went to Low Yatt. Ghazi was looking for a pen for his tablet but it cost rm100 just for the pen. Forget it, better buy the new one and make sure its bigger! oh jyeah! I was so tempted but sabar je la duit memang takde. I was thinking to make my own wishlist gak! SOON!

Sampai Cyber at 6.40. My head was spinning around! Ni sure nak demam. Masuk rumah terus baring. I took a nap for awhile then start edit gambar untuk print sume. By the time nak gi print kat Alamada je Helmi lupa kunci kereta. Haih, dugaan sume ni. Got home at 10.45 terus start buat photography. I managed to finshed it at 5am. Thank GOD!

The submission day:
"Overall, very good. I can see your effort" ; Che Mad

"=D"

Jyeah!!

Don't Piss On

2008-10-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

Buka mata benda yang pertama aku capai adalah handphone. Dengan harapan orang tersayang meninggalkan message. Salah tekaan aku. Aku cuba hubungi tapi tiada respon. Perut terasa lapar. Lunch tadi tidak bertahan lama. Spicy Mc Deluxe hanya dalam kenangan. Terima kasih girlfriend yang sudi belanja makan. Dalam keadaan yang agak lapar aku terus capai tuala dan menuju ke toilet. Lepas mandi dengar orang buka pintu. Ewan dah Rauf membeli Maggi cup yang harganya 2 kali ganda mahal dari maggi yang aku ada. Takpe. Keadaan memaksa. Aku ke dapur untuk persiapan dinner. Sedang enak menikmati maggi sup bunjut aku, kedengaran suara Rauf memanggil ku.

"Cip, aku ngan Ash nak gi tengok KAMI"
"Oh, takpe la aku ada exam esok"
Oh yeah? Aku pun ada" *sambil ketawa.

Sebenarnya hati masih tak tenang. Perkara tadi bermain di kepala. I blame myself for that. So face it!
Whatever it is, I had a super wonderful time BUT it didnt last that long. Sorry. *ketuk kepala kat meja.
Ok la, buku MCE dah memanggil tu. Tata.

Malang

2008-10-08T17:32:00.001+08:00

Adakah ini takdir atau diri aku sendiri. Kenapa setiap hari perlu ada yang sakit hati? Sudah jatuh ditimpa pulak. Haih hidup. Atau ini juga dinamakan kuasa Tuhan. Orang kata buat baik dibalas baik, buat buruk dibalas buruk. Mesti ade hikmah disebaliknya. Bukan aku sengaja, bukan niat aku ingin mengecewakannya. Aku boleh nampak riak wajah dia tadi. Aku tawu die ambik serious benda ni. Aku careless? Mungkin. Atau ini juga dinamakan takdir? Aku tak mintak jadi macam ni. Takkan bila hari dah bermula dengan indah aku nak tamatkan dengan persengketaan?

Aku rasa ini hikmah. Maybe tadi hujan lebat klau dia balik awal tak nampak jalan and macam-macam bole jadi. Aku tak mintak tapi ini apa yang aku rase. Atau ini takdir? Shit la. Aku mintak dia bole tahan je. Sape pun tak boleh tahan tapi...

=D

2008-10-08T05:02:00.001+08:00

Shitto la

2008-10-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

Shit la MCE ni! Banyak pulak! At least bagi la tips ke ape? *&%^$@# btul la! Ni yang rase nak tutup buku tido je! Arrgghh!

current mood: PISSED OFF!

Spinach

2008-10-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

Jyeah! one down! 3 to go! Hip hip Hooray! Spanish paper was sucky! It was harder than I thought. Nasib baik for the essay I have studied. Haha bole pulak die tanya months in Spanish! waklu!Haha April jadi Aprilio, Jun jadi juno. Haha serious lawak k. dah la seat kat depan then si Van Diesel asyik attack je usha-usha ingat orang nak tiru. Ceyh! Badan dah sado dah. There are few faces yang tak pernah nampak pun ambik Spanish. Pelik.

As usual Wan and Ghazi went out earlier than me. Hap paling last. So while waiting for Hap I went to bank nak bayar duit rumah. Honestly I never use cash deposit before. Thank God Fendi was there and I asked for his help. I didnt know that tak payah letak card. Haha end up duit to masuk kat dalam my acc. Kayo aku kejup. Then gi kat atm machine transfer from there. Easier! I check my balance and guess what? I got rm18 left. Ibu kate nak masuk kan duit? Pftt. Now rm15 left in the wallet so acip go get your maggi! Im out for dinner. Baby baby will call you later. Adios berambus!

Tears Behind Her Smile

2008-10-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

All alone here in the dark
I close my eyes and picture your face
Tonight don't want the darkness keep surrounding me all night
I know you're by my side
You're the only one for me you make my life complete
Never wanted anyone more than you
Cause I want more of you than your time
and I need you by my side

Can't you see me floating above your head
I'm laying back think about everything that we always do
'Coz I'm saying I love you
You're my angel, my angel from heaven

The smile that make me so happy and the stars are blinking
I just want to make a clean breast of
That I'm truly deeply in love with you

lalala

2008-10-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

My new bestfriend.

Ordinary Post

2008-10-06T11:55:00.000+08:00

Currently I'm listening to At the Gates and hoping that one of my friend in Spanish class will pass the notes but too bad its such a waste of time. Oh God, help me out tomorrow. *redha* Ghazi and Happ tak balik lagi, Wan tengah tengok movie, Ewan pegi buat exam, Rauf get ready for class. Lapar, around 1 nak gi makan ngan Ash and Wan.

I have problem with my photography assignment which I failed to get a silhouette. It was sunny and I couldn't get a nice silhouette. Wanted to wait in the evening but it was raining pulak so still tak dapat yang cantik. The rest was ok la, takde la lawa mane. Ye la I only used 8 MP compared to the rest of my classmates sume dah macam pro dah camera. Haha its ok, bila ada rezeki nak beli camera baru jugak. InsyaAllah. *tadah tangan*

Now visi and misi aku adalah untuk menyimpan wang atau dengan kata lain saving. Ha.. ini bukan untuk camera tapi untuk masa depan. I wish I could have what I've been wishing for. Eh betul ke? haha tu la dah lama tak belajar grammar. I mean siapa taknak hidup senang nanti kan? Dapatkan kereta idaman, isteri idaman pergh! dah perfect hidup. Ok ok stop dreaming and better work it out! Again, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Dont let exams ruin your raya! Have fun!

Salam;

Raya lagi

2008-10-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

Wanted to upload raya's pictures but most of the pictures turn up buruk so MALAS! The worst part is I dont even have my own picture during raya. Mane tak keje ambik gamba orang je at last gamba sendiri takde. Raya was ok for me, cuma tak dapat spend time lama ngan cousin yang lain, tu pun ade yang takde. Overall ok la.

Just got home and baru unpacked barang sume. Final EXAM is coming! dyamng! Ok ok Spanish ni macam mane? notes takde. Haha at least pass I dont want to waste time repeating this same subject. In fact I already paid the fees so nanti membazir je.

Oh I went to Ayu's just now. Saja raya2 with my family. Orang tua-tua punya topic la macam biasa. hehe finally terubat rindu di hati. (ini benar weyh) Ayu macam biasa makin cantik *gigit bibir* Nia jangan cakap la haha comel sangat. Dah la muka masuk newspaper. Her picture is larger than her parents's. Nia, you're one lucky girl! Oh yeah thanks Aunty for duit raya yang agak melampau nilainya. :D and Uncle nyer baju ala-ala batik color pink cun la! hehe ok this is for my lovely girlfriend. I nak request you pakai baju kurung baru depan I. pls pls sangat teruja! Pictures are not enough, I want it to be in front of my naked eyes! hehe ok ok perut berbunyi. I want to grab something! Selamat Hari Raya! oh btw, ade orang tu tak wish raya mintak maaf sume pun lagi. takpe takpe Im still waiting. :p

Hope

2008-10-02T13:55:00.000+08:00

You're strong girl,
You can face it just fine,
Remember that You always have me,

Get well soon; AMIN.

P r a y

2008-10-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

I want you to be mine, FOREVER.

Salam Ramadhan

2008-10-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

First of all I would like to seek for forgiveness for all my mistakes that I've done. 1000 apologise from me. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

As usual, esok raya kat rumah nenek in the morning, in the afternoon pegi rumah mama then baru pegi rumah nenek kat Bangsar. Years after years, raya is just raya for me. Since nenek dah takde, family pun dah pecah, ada yang tak balik la. I wish things didnt happened this way. Sayang sangat. Baru setahun lebih nenek dah takde dah jadi huru hara family ni. Ntah la, for me as long as my family are here I'll be thankful for that. I dont bother dah pasal yang lain-lain. Sume selfish. Bila susah setiap hari call, datang rumah, tanya khabar, nak pinjam ini la itu la. Dah senang lupa diri. Tak ingat pun siapa yang dah tolong sume tu. Life is like a roller coster. There is good and bad. You will go through both whether you like it or not. What matter is how you deal and face it. Whatever it is, we are still family. Benci, hina sekali pun tetap darah daging kita.So yang baik kita amalkan yang buruk kita jauhkan. That's all.

Salam,

Friday I'm in love

2008-09-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, after two weeks this time I managed to go for Friday prayer. :)
Ok today's plan is buka with Ayu, Kak Tini and Cat in Pyramid. Ayu said she is craving for Dave's Deli.

Assignments sume dah hantar except for MCE. Ntah la, kita semua dah besar panjang pandai pikir sendiri. Takkan nak kena suro baru nak buat. Ini pasal masa depan jugak, sampai bila nak harapkan orang. Sekali dua takpela, ini dah selalu sangat. At least contribute la skit. Nama pun group work. Haih tolong la berubah.

After raya plan nak balik cyber kemas rumah. Serious tak tahan. Kemas rumah hari ni esok lusa dah bersepah balik. Faham-faham la k?

Ok now I'm waiting for Hadziq. Baby! I'm on my way. Adios!

Where is the LOVE?

2008-09-25T17:15:00.000+08:00

GOD, give us happiness and peace. We both are so weak to face it again. We had enough. I want this. I mean it!

Takdir yang menentukan, Kini Aku redha.

How Great It Is

2008-09-25T12:33:00.000+08:00

Supposed to go to Bangsar and buka at Alamanda but now end up being alone and frustrated. Haih.

I gave up. It is just too much but at least I tried. It wasn't enough? Yeah, I guess so. This sem I admit I didn't perform the best but next sem MOTION GRAPHIC I want to make sure I'll do better. Be prepared physically and mentally. 100 Plus will be my best mate.

Hello girlfriend, I know I ruined your day and I'm sorry. I want to make it up to you. Actually I already did, but I guess it is too late. I still want to buy you lunch at Chillis and yeah Famous Amous. I'm all yours. You know where to find me. Ily babe.

Ok, Im off to Saubin's.

She's The Man

2008-09-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

I never thought that I'll fall in love with someone who is matured than me,
I never thought that I''ll be dating someone who is smarter than me,
I never thought of meeting someone who is so wonderful like her

Rahayu Ramly, She is so extraordinary. She changed me. She pull me up when I'm fall.
I didn't asked for a perfect girl but she is just too perfect, I didn't asked for a princess, but she is my princess.
For now I'm so happy being around her.

We always argue for something, but every time we argued I know that I'll never win. Obviously she is way better than me. I appreciate every thing she did for me. Im sorry for being an asshole. I may not have the quality to be a good man for you, but you always know from the beginning how deep is my love for you.

I cant just say, because action speak louder than words right? Im working my ass up for you darling. I really do.
Fight after fight, chance after chance, I must say you have been so lovely to me. I know we both cant stand it anymore but please have a faith on me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't care if I have to fight, then I will.

I was an idiot,but I'm changing.

Green and Its GOLA

2008-09-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

Haven't slept for days,
My eyebags are getting worst,
Assignments haven't touched,
Haih...what a day? :(

Well at least next week is a holiday and RAYA. I guess i can spend some days at home then go to TTDI for shooting. I rather spend my hols with my girlfriend than anything.

Baby,take a good care of yourself! Dont let it overcome you. ok? Last Sunday I went to Subang Parade with Ayu's family. She was looking for a baju raya. She tried this one baju and it was really nice on her :) and you look sexy! hehe Oh jyeah! Guess what? Her dad bought me a pair of shoe and its GOLA!! I've been looking for it for so long! Thanks uncle and aunty, I owe you guys BIG one! Obviously for my lovely baby, I'll buy you lunch at Chillis one day k? The picture of the shoe will be uploaded soon. Nanti kan! haha ok I need to sleep.

Salam;

I.D.I.O.T

2008-09-19T05:56:00.000+08:00

You should be thankful!

What is in your mind?

Are you insane?

Grow up!

You idiot!

current mood: Crazy* talking to myself

Di Press

2008-09-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

Nak kata tak takut, takut sebenarnya.
Nak kata tak risau, risau jugak rasanya.
Tapi yang pelik takde nawaitu langsung nak sentuh atau mula,

Sampai bila nak jadi macam ni?
Duit keluar macam air, ilmu yang masuk tak seberapa.

Mintak Tuhan berikan pedoman. Amin.

Mula berkerja;

3.05 am

2008-09-18T02:50:00.000+08:00

Hari ni naik Jaguar. First time duduk kat seat depan. Maybe bukan kereta idaman tapi alhamdulillah kesampaian utk merasa naik kereta mewah. Lama tak pegi rumah mama, bile pegi dapat juga rasa mcm org kaya. Entah la, bukan nak sangat jadi kaya. Cukup pakai harta benda sume sudah lah. Kalau bole by 22 graduate then keje for at least 2 years simpan duit kahwin. Keje ape la agak nyer eh? Setakat photographer je tak bole jugak. At least 2 ribu ke atas. Ingat nak beli Mini Cooper. Hurm.

First sem nak hbs dah, submission berlambak-lambak but still ade mase nak online main game sume. Ntah la, this sem agak pressure. Apa-apa pun life is too short to be stress but still dont waste it. Hari ni buka Maggi je. Mane la nak kenyang. After few hours je dah lapar blk so tadi masak burger pulak ngan hashbrown.

Girlfriend dtg period, dia sakit perut. Sian dia. Awak jgn moody eh? Kita syg awak byk laut. Kucing kena kurap. Nak bwk gi klinik takde duit. Lana kata consult ngan doctor je dah kene rm5. Hurm, terasa mcm kesian kurung die je, nak buang sayang nak simpan kesian. Mcm mane? Nak tido tak bole nak buat keje takde mood. Hidup hidup. Ok lah. Salam.

Blank

2008-09-17T03:27:00.000+08:00

It is 3.44 am and here I am writing about my daily life. Today wasnt so great. I wish things are much much better and for my lovely baby, I love you. No matter how hard it is we are gonna be just fine. Im sorry.

For you guys out there, we only have one shot in life. It is whether you grow up being are good man or end up in prison. We will never know what might happen next. Im talking based on my point of view. Its been 19 years Im standing on this earth and I've seen a lot of things. Most of my family have been in prison and some of them changed and some of them are still the same. Even some of them have been in prison for the second time. I dont know what makes me want to write this. It just happens.

Wtf weyh tiba2. I think I miss my family. Thats all. And again baby, I love you i love you and i love you. Im off for sahur. Salam.

MONKster

2008-09-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone I'm MONKster

Today is a consultation day for mix media, so i consulted (obviously) and they said you're on track! Oh yeah!
However, i need to reshoot the whole thing again! WTF? Itu yang malas nak dengar tu!
Thank God dieorg extend submission on Tuesday next week.
So for now I better concentrate on modelling. Bapak la, i havent started anything yet!

And and yeah lab test? Guess what? Almost everyone cant finished it. Its not matter of time, it just that benda tu taknak keluar gamba and as usual Natalya nak cepat submit je. Ok honestly, aku sgt cuak dengan current mark for scripting. At least pass! InsyaAllah. Berkat doa ayah bonda, kawan2. Amin.

Hurm, after the lab test i went to FOM. While I was waiting for Ayu, Fendi came and sat beside me. We talked and bla bla bla. Then Ayu sent me home and passed the cardigan for Dyla or Dilla i dont know how to spell her name. Thats it. Btw she just texted me. And........... ok whatever.

Current mood: Exhausted so piss off!

Thanks For The Memory

2008-09-16T02:46:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 weeks Pompy have left us. It was so awful to hear how she died. I got a msg from Rauf at 5, he said " Acip bad news, Pompy jatuh mati lompat dari tingkap toilet". I can’t even cry. Can you imagine from 8th floor? Che Mad said cat can survive no matter how high they jump. Looks like he was wrong. Pompy hurts badly on her head. I wasn't there. I was at my girlfriend's. Wan took it and put it in the plastic bag. The next day I came home and then me and Ghazi went to throw it. We all wanted to bury it but since we don’t have the cangkul and all that so I decided just throw it in the lake or somewhere else.

To Pompy, thanks for cheering us up when we were down,
thanks for putting a smile on our face when were stress,
and thanks for coming into our life.
Rest in peace.

She's back!

2008-09-14T03:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah i know its been so long since the last update. Lately Im so busy with assignments. Deadlines are kiling me but thank GOD now I got my strength back. Yupp, we're back together on 6th****** :) You have no idea how was it feel like being with her again. I thought it was over, am I dreaming? No! Its so true and only God knows how Im feeling right now.

Before the moment we both had a huge fight (even after the breakup thingy). At first I dont think she will talk to me again after this but after few days we both rarely talk to each other but this one day, she forward a msg that she gave to Azni saying that ********* bla bla yada yada. In other words, she still LOVES me :D I was in Sg Gabai taking pictures for Che Mad's assignment on that day. I straight away called her after got the msg but she didnt pick up the phone. My batt low so switch off my phone.

When I got home we texted and at last we both confessed to each other. End up here we are. And once again our love story begun with a new episode. It was so lovely. Gosh,I cant even put it into words how happy I was. What does matter now is to make her happy, keep her as long as God allows. Well this is love, if you love someone, let them go and if they return to you, it was meant to be. If they dont, their love was never yours to begin with.

Currently Im happy with my life, couldnt ask more. *Thankful :D

my other half

Pink Gincu

2008-08-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

They are fresh and they are new! Go and check it out!

http://pinkgincu.blogspot.com/

A year from now

2008-07-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark,
I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were, what happened?
You were a priority, was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

Acrossfiveaprils

.............

2008-07-14T09:07:00.000+08:00

Have you ever fallen for someone but they don't even know you're there?

Am I in love? I can't sleep, I can't dreams, and I can't even close my eyes. Its keep on bothering me. Whether myself are going insane or it is something real? Oh God help me! I don't know what this is but it's killing me. It seems that I'm desperate for love. Don't blame me, I don't ask for it. Damn it!

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

Damien Rice-The Blowers Daughter

Isetmyfriendonfire

2008-07-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

It's been 3 days I slept over at Hap's. Actually, I'm not sure why I'm here though. Yesterday we went to his grandma's and had our dinner there. His family is kinda cool especially his grandma. She said "whatever it is Anuar Zain is the best". Cool right? :) Before that Me and Hap are looking for pet shops but instead of pet shops we find animal clinic. *sigh What a bad day for us.

Yesterday at Bukit Jalil were having a cheer comp eh? But I thought Ghazi said, Lily have netball at Bukit Jalil as well. Confused aku! oh oh Hap! I am craving for Burger dadah weyh! Bawak aku gi sana dowh! Haha. I just wanna taste how is it feel eating burger dadah. haha

Today it's her birthday and I didn't get her anything. I'm run out of money lately, I've spent a lot on food compared to anything. Sigh* I was thinking to make something special but it takes time. So forgive me, I'll make it up to you. You're happy aren't you? Then I'm happy for you :) You're 19 now, you know what is right and what is wrong. 19 tu dh kire tua gak tau! haha you take care dear. Adios!